Saturday, August 30, 2014

Feeling a little no lot sad....

Today is Gwen's (Mother in laws) birthday, we were going to take her out for lunch

but it didn't happen, she passed away this morning at about 4.45am.

Have just been to see her with David, she looks beautiful - now all the family are going to see her before she goes to the funeral home

Friday, August 29, 2014

Yip another

This time it is "Rainbow Springs" in Rotorua - New Zealand enjoy :)

Have a lovely weekend all :)

Wednesday, August 27, 2014


A small update, not much has happened with me, went to my psychologist today, I only have 2 more sessions with her and thats it for now, unless ACC will pay for some more, after the next two, I really don't think I need her anymore for now. She is really happy on how I am heading, and today we talked about how far I have come in the few years I have been seeing her :)

Not much else is happening, started walking again, still studying hard, tomorrow I get my hair done, Friday get my eyebrows done which are a mess, then next week nails get touched up and I will feel like a new woman again :)

Another vlog, this one is about me, as I have some new watchers and viewers on my youtube channel :)

Have a happy day/night wherever you may live :)

Monday, August 25, 2014

tarte haul...

A few weeks ago, 'tarte' had a 30% 0f sale, so I just had to purchase of course, as tarte happens to be one of favourite makeup brands, and yes they are cruelty free :)

So anyway I did a haul of what I got, please ignore the lighting etc, am still learning where the best place to vlog is :)

Enjoy and please don't forget to like and subscribe :)

My next vlog will be abit about me, for the new people watching my vlogs :)

Onto other stuff, all is going pretty well now the meds have kicked in again, I managed to get an extension on one of my essays which was no-where near a pass, so that is great, will redo that this week. Tomorrow I am going to start walking again, and of course Miss Chico will come with me, will need to build my fitness up again but I did it before, I can do it again :)

Have a lovely week all :)

Saturday, August 23, 2014

Sunday, August 17, 2014

Just a quickie....

Well after a few rough weeks, I have had to make a decision and I am going to be increasing the methadone again.... I tried but it was not the right time.

Symptom's of the CRPS pre: methadone were coming back, the pain was getting unbearable, the burning was increasing, I was focusing so much on the pain that my study was falling behind. I started dropping things, I fell over twice today as my balance was becoming unstable, all things that were happening before the methadone. It now makes me realise how much the methadone was helping me.... I could no longer leave the house in case I fell in the mall, or supermarket - not a good look trust me ;)

So after many tears and a talk with David, we have decided to increase the methadone again, and then see how things are in a month or two.

I feel felt like a failure, but am slowly getting over that....

How does this affect Aussie etc, well hopefully nothing will really change there. Anyway just a little update, will do a vlog in a couple of days time when I am up to talking without turning into a blubbering mess :)

Oh and to top things MIL has gone back into hospital again this morning... :(

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

A Vlog.....

Yip finally a vlog - enjoy and don't forget to subscribe and like :)